My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon

 Thinking of trying this plant medicine? Heres what happened when I took Ayahuasca at Avalon

By Pierre Berthelot

When you think of what Ayahuasca retreats look like, you probably imagine sweaty Amazonian huts in the middle of the jungle. Or maybe a rough adobe space somewhere high up in the Andes. Rarely would a centuries-old, elegant European building in the centre of a forest come to mind. And thats just one of the surprises Avalon’s Ayahuasca retreats in Europe brings.

Ayahuasca is a plant medicine known for connecting us to not only Mother Earth and all living things, but to what some call other dimensions,too. But perhaps above all, Ayahuasca connects us to ourselves.

What youll experience in a ceremony is different every time. Some can be blissful, while others can be tough. Its almost guaranteed that youll puke your guts out. But believe me, it will be worth it, no matter what happens.

This is a serious healing plant, and for that reason, its vital to surround yourself with seasoned professionals. Thats one of the reasons I chose Avalon, a retreat set deep in a Spanish forest, just 20km from the French border.

The truth is, this would be my second time drinking Ayahuasca. The first was literally life-changing, but I wanted to go deeper. I felt a vague but urgent sense that this plant had more to teach me. I was curious to know what she had to say.

Taking Ayahuasca At Avalon

My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon

The First Day

The first day of the retreat before taking ayahuasca at Avalon was spent meeting the others in the group. There were people of all different backgrounds and countries here: French investment bankers, British yoga instructors, Russian builders, Moroccan hippies and Swiss professional athletes. A diverse group indeed, but everyone had this in common: they were friendly, open-minded and wonderful!

After a bit of chat and relaxing, we were treated to our first meal by Chef Marina.

Throughout my stay, I was always delighted by what she prepared: freshly made fruit smoothies; creative salads; beautifully presented plant-based mains, and even homemade cakes and breads. I always felt nourished by this incredible, livingfood.

A walk around the grounds was just what I needed after a satisfying meal, and I wandered around, admiring the many rooms of the majestic building I would be staying in for the week. Avalon used to be a flour factory, and has been fully restored to the highest standards. All the rooms are spacious and modern; you can choose to stay in a shared room or have your own. No matter what you opt for, youll be delighted by crisp linens, velvet chaises and spacious private bathrooms.

What makes the place even more special is the lush surrounding nature. Theres a whopping 650.000 m2 of forest here, including two natural lakes and a river. The views from my bedroom window were simply stunning, and I was elated to be gently woken up by birdsong each morning.

More Than Ayahuasca

My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon

Although most people come to take ayahuasca at avalon, theres plenty more on offer. For example, I experienced my first Temazcal. This was a kind of sweat lodge that went on for hours. Its much more than a sauna. Its really intense. Sometimes, the heat was very uncomfortable, and I was sweating buckets. Some people saw visions; I didnt. But it was definitely a very cleansing experience!

I also enjoyed some amazing massages, as well as energy workshops designed to unblock our chakras. I also learned how to do deep breathwork to help ground and energise my body. These sessions combined a shamanic approach with the now-famous Wim Hof based method.

Its important to note that all these different experiences are intertwined. For example, Ayahuasca works smoother in a thoroughly cleansed and detoxed body. Plus, the breathwork sessions were meant to help us learn the power of stillness and self-control, which could be quite useful during an Ayahuasca ceremony. And speaking of which…

At Last: Ayahuasca at Avalon

My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon

After much preparation for taking ayahuasca at Avalon (I gave up coffee, meat, salt, garlic, citrus, processed food and all sexual activity for two weeks, as recommended) it was time for the first Aya ceremony. After sunset, the group gathered in a magical space: a ballroom strewn with mattresses and pillows for us, and Oriental style carpets and cushions for those watching over us.

The smell of incense was thick in the air, as was the sounds of the drums, didgeridoo, flute and more. A fire was lit outside, and after drinking our ceremonial cup, we had the option of outside. I did, and was almost overwhelmed by the powerful nature all around me, and the beauty of the fireflies twinkling in the grass.

I wont get into too much detail about what happened to me that night, but lets just say I had some revelations that have permanently altered how I approach life. In a nutshell: I realised profoundly that our ego and emotional patterns are not who we are. That love is the only reality. You cant decide what youll discover during a ceremony, but youll be shown what you need to know at the moment you need it. Everybodys experience is unique.

Forming Deep Bonds

My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon

After taking ayahuasca at Avalon, we all attended Integration Circles. These were an important time during which we had the possibility to speak about and assimilate our Aya experiences. Our hosts could help us make sense of what we learned, but also advised us not to over-intellectualise the process.

During the entire week, the Shamans and their team were also available to discuss any topics at any time. I had some fabulous chats with them about the plant itself and the traditions around it; the spirit world and esoteric knowledge, for example.  

The others in my group also proved to be wonderful sounding boards. You cant help but feel a deep unity with those at the retreat. As the days pass pay, youre bonded ever deeper. You become a kind of tribe. Furthermore, some of the group activities, such as ecstatic dance or the Circle of Men (or Women) strongly reinforce this feeling.

I can honestly say that Avalon’s Ayahuasca retreats in Europe was a truly unforgettable experience and I feel blessed to have been able to discover this magical place and its people. I know I will be back.

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2 thoughts on “My Experience Of Ayahuasca At Avalon”

  1. I enjoyed your article, I also have been researching which retreats best suit my needs and personality. I do have a question. I am in no way a hippie, nor do I plan on becoming a vegan environmentalist. Where can I find a retreat that doesn’t impose their anti-west theology upon my visit? I don’t eat purely vegan/vegetarian food, nor did our shaman ancestors. Nor do I practice yoga or share my feelings with strangers. I only want Mother Ayahuasca to show me the way, without human bias. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

    1. Hi there! It will be pretty hard to find an Aya retreat that’s not vegan, as most shamans/curanderos will tell you to abstain from salt, sugar, coffee, alcohol, animal products and prescription drugs at least 2 weeks before your ceremony, and for a few days afterwards. As part of the integration process, you will also be asked to share your experience, but that being said, if you say it’s too private an experience, they will usually accept that.

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